Fucking hate hospitals

so, here i am, back in the hospital for the same reason as the last two times.

because two nights ago some fucking homophobic dicks desided to take their anger out on me, yet again, as if i were a fucking punch bag.

now, im ok, my injuries are less serious then the other two times. at least im concious! yaaayy -.- i have a broken right shin bone, broken left forearm, wrist and hand, 5 broken ribs, concussion and some heavy brusing.

BUT HEY! im still alive and kicking!

well…maybe not so much kicking for the most part.

so here i am, in hospital, board as shit (luckily they allowed me my computer and internet)  and drugged up to my eyeballs. 

and ya know the worst part? im so fucking lonely right now. sure, having a surgical resident as yr mum gets you a private room, which is great and all, and sure i wouldnt have been able to get it at my local hospital. but not a single one of my friends has been ale to come and see me :( so im stuck in this room alone bar the occational nurse who comes and cheks on me, and sure mum comes in and visits ut at night its the worst, when memries surface and no one is there to hold you.

okkk went a bit sappy there.

anyway, this was more an excersize to pass the time then really telling anyone specific.

so i leave you with this.

Fuck you ohio, im off as soon as im recovered, coz New York is where im meant to be.